So, I'm back. I don't have the sad, sob story where I fell off "the wagon" and gained back all the weight I lost with DDPYoga. That didn't happen. I changed over to weights and cardio, got my gym membership and killed myself just as hard in the gym as I did in my living room. I've lost a little more weight, minus the "holiday" garbage weight that I (along with most of the world) put on the last couple weeks, a few more inches and I feel great.
I just missed it.
No other reason. I was getting good results in the gym, I haven't been quite as good nutritionally as I was, but I can give you one excuse after another for that, it doesn't matter, I just wasn't as good. But the simple reason I'm back boils down to one single thing.
I just missed it.
Is there anything wrong with that?
I am not coming back in to this with promises of blogging every day. I probably won't. I'm not interested in winning the DDPYoga challenge contest anymore. Sure, the money would help pay for the wedding (haha) but that was never, ever a big motivational tool before. I wanted to motivate people last time, I truthfully don't think I did. Now, I'll help, I'll give words of encouragement where I think they're needed, but I'm not going out of my way trying to make my words inspire others. If I inspire you, awesome, if I don't, I don't. I got so frustrated with the lack of response that my blog was getting that it soured me on a lot of things. I don't care about any of that any more. I'm just here to own my life.
Is there anything wrong with that either?
This is my journey with fitness, featuring DDPYoga, counting down the days until 8/30/2014 (or earlier if she gets her way) when I will be the husband she deserves.
